Everything Starts Where it Ends

"Learn to love the ways you are
Beautiful and broken heart
If perfect wounds won't leave a scar then
Everything will."
-Lovedrug

I miss this man. tremendously. I've needed him so much. The past couple weeks have been hell and all I want is to be in his arms again.

It's amazing how much I've let the material things suck me in. Money, cars, clothing, body image: it's all B.S. but I always let it tear me apart. I know that things are not the way they seem and that what I have it wonderful, but I can't help but fall into solitude when everything comes crashing down.

I miss him.