Castaway

This is a song written and recorded by Patrick Mayberry. He goes to the River with me and is the worship intern and leads worship at The Gathering, our college ministry. Not only am I endorsing him because his album just came out, but this song describes exactly what I'm going through in my head right now and just in my life. You can listen to it at www.myspace.com/patrickmayberry. Here's the lyrics:

Castaway
For what reason do I breathe?
Is it for you or is it for me?
You claim to be my Father,
You call me your son.
But how can you love me
after all that I've done?

Are you the only one to hold me
In this life I'm stumblin' through?
Can you carry me through this empty
Castaway life I'm stranded to?

Is it strange that I lie here awake
wonderin' why?
Oh this grace that they say you give,
Can it cover this life that I live?

Are you the only one to hold me
In this life I'm stumblin' through?
Can you carry me through this empty
Castaway life I'm stranded to?